Is this my life’s biggest blunder?
I barely noticed that I hadn’t blinked.
Moments passing are too succinct.
It’s what I was instructed to complete my task.
Robotic existence has become quite formal.
Imitated contentment is all too normal.
I feed the machine what it wants to survive.
The only problem is I'm not able to thrive.
Who am I pleasing if I'm not pleasing myself?
When I started this life, rapture I put on a shelf.
The question remains then where else should I be?
Once I leave this hotel room, does that set me free?
Questions unanswered lead me more in the dark.
The crusade into my soul, I'm about to embark.