Heaven and Hell

I think I took a look in Heaven,
..........when I stepped into your door.
When I left it only left me wanting more.
Now I'm back in purgatory feeling oh so bland.
The thoughts residing in my head,
..........are nothing that I planned.

I want to be back in the clouds again,
..........instead of sitting here in Hell.
But reality is, I'm in a fucking lonely, old hotel.
What does it take to repent me of my sin?
The journey from Hell and back,
..........is a journey deep within.

I think I took a look in Heaven,
..........when I stepped into your door.
When I left it only left me wanting more.
Now I'm back in purgatory feeling oh so bland.
The thoughts residing in my head,
..........are nothing I understand.

I'm face to face with the Devil now.
When I look him in the eyes,
..........I make a solemn vow.
I'm crawling back to Heaven,
..........with every fiber of my soul.
If I don't make it back,
..........then my heart will never be whole.

I took a look in Heaven,
..........when I stepped into your door.
When I left it only left me wanting more.
Now I'm back in purgatory feeling oh so bland.
The thoughts residing in my head,
..........are nothing that I demand.

I may never make it back to Heaven,
..........and this just might be true
And in my final moments,
..........I will bid my heart adieu
You took away the pain and even the sorrow.
If I made it to Heaven,
..........I'd hope to see you there tomorrow.

I know it wasn't Heaven,
..........but you're the closest thing on Earth.
To get from Hell and back,
..........I'd give anything it's worth.
I know I took a look in Heaven,
..........when I stepped into your door.
But I also stared down Hell's gate,
..........because I haven't felt this way before.